When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.
Prologue, JASMINE. sixteen. HougangSecondary, 4e4. Tagboard Crosspaths 2E4'08!♥ 3E4'09!♥ orchid patrol♥ amanda♥ audrey agnes bernice benny bryan caijun cheryl yao cheryl chia chelene chuandong♥ delwyn ellyn♥ eddin♥ enoch haien haohe ingelica isabel joanne jiaen jiancheng jiayun junze joseph junhan kenny kaiwai linda leonard muipeng mingxuan nicolas nicole♥ ophila peiling qiaoyan queenie qiuyi rachael sabrina selicia sinyee songjie shushun vanessa venus winsome xinhao yuanyiing yongrong ziyi Archives June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 Credits ©Glamouresque.	July 25, 2008 today sec 2 gg went hougang police station , have a talk & watch video , something abt crime prevention lurhs . first tym go inside police station , th place was nice :DD hahhhahs . th thing started at twoo plus & ended at 3 . dhen we all we went back skl again to practice dance . dance changed abit agains so we had to learn again , LOL . we clever eh ? take 10 mins learn . hahhhas (: dhen combined , wif sec 1 & 3 . its nice ? i guess . LOL . 5 plus went home D: bath & everything , dhen watch tv ((: th viking show super ubber nice larhs , & funny too . me & my bro laugh until wan peng liaos . LOL behind every smile , there's th tears & sufferings . a smile doesnt mean im happy . if everything could jux go back , i wan your love again . i really want to knw how is it lik to b loved once more . i saw someone's blog & found out something . he has found someone else to shower love & care on . he had moved on , or mayb , he had nvr stopped , nvr ever . nw , his happy with another girl , & mayb th girl loves hym too . mayb they'll have a happily ever after bahhs . and guess wad , th girl is my good frwen nw th tears are running down , uncontrolable . how i wish i had nvr saw that blog , nvr see that post . if i didnt , i wont be so miserable nw . July 24, 2008 i am so fucked up wif my life nw . everything seems so wrong . if time could turn back , how i wish all this nvr happen . nothingg ... today i sms yanqi & asked her wad happen between us , she said i pangsehh her , we did alot of smsing , during recess sab jie talked to me , after her talkings , i went back class & smsed yanqi sorry . dhen she say i shld knw wad im doing , bud its lik wads passed had passed , cannot turn back larhhs . so i told her i will knw wad im doing in th future . bud she didnt reply , guess she's still angry bahs >< haix . hope everything would go back to normal soon ): (read frm a book ) when i feel cold , you are here . you take off your shirt ; you suffer from me . when im hungry , you are here . you gave me biscuts and make me feel full . when im down , you are here . you are here , always here , telling me: 'i'll do almost everything to protect you' meaningful eh ? something else in that book make me felt that im th girl inside , its th same as wad happened to me in my love life , i cried whn reading it >< when can everything go back to before ? my love life , my frwenships . all in a total mess . how i wish i have somebody to talk to , bud i dun knw who i can trust nw . July 20, 2008 hello peeps (: im bored agains so i decided to blogg (: fuck larhhs , quarrel wif wayne again . oh please can u stop all those hurtful words of yours ? i've decided , i'll treat it as i've never known you before (: i hate my life , how i wish i was never born into th world . life's getting tough for me , im tired , i really am , mayb i would just stop . everything would go well w/o me . without me , nothings gonna change for everybody . ..... cos im simply nothing in people's eyes . if i could i wan th past back , those beauitful memories . July 18, 2008 hello people ): first first , jiujiu last longg wif her uh ! ;D yr bday wish came true before u even made it ? LOL secondly , guess wad , tue went to queensway wif ingelica , ardella & yuanyiing to make class tee we at serangoon interchange , we climbed th railings n i fell , stupid of me eh ? climb oso can fall -.- bud luckily , i jux hurt my hand n back bud not my head . LOL . it still hurts nw siols . i just wanna go quietly , to a place whr i wnt b left out , were someone would shower care& concern for me . bud i knw its jux a wishful thinking of my part . wads past had past , it wnt b back . if i could i would wan to put on a smile everyday , bud can i ? no i cnt . its jux a fake smile its only whn people have<<,<,> <,<, why does everyone come to me when they are bored or jux whn noday accompany them ? am i jux a fuckuing spare tyre or wad ? do they ever think about how i feel ? July 12, 2008 ahhhahs im bored so decided to blogg (: i partically did nothing today , LOL . actually wanted to study de bud too tired so nvr . HAHA . ingelica jie ask me go her hus study bud i sure cnt go so din even ask my parents . everybody went out , left me at home , wth ? im bored lik siao larhs ): anyone can pei me talk ? LOL . & ohyeahh , i've changed blogskin (: credits goes to ELLYN MUMMY ! :D she helped me make der . hahhah . cos you see , im stupid in blogging :x ...shld stop here , GOODBYE people . July 11, 2008 today was so veh tiring :x had to march for lik 4 hrs i guess . my legs pain lurh ! bud i wan be in th squad for our skl national day so much endure . HAHHHAH ! && i must buck up cos my marching sucks lik hell . LOL . thr would b alot more marching sessions before final parade , have lik ... 4 wks i guess . i quarrelled wif her ytd bud today okay le , hahhahs . no matter wad , our frwenship never dies ((: next wk going watch th stranger wif yongrong , yanqi ellyn david , hope they can make it ((: changed blogskin , credits goes to YONGRONG JIUJIU ;D tags replied (: cheryl chia : ahma , relinked ! (: BERNICE : linked :D QIUYI : hhahhah i knw (: bud i still alive eh ! XDD July 6, 2008 A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs. B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz; those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by; cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. C) Continue this game by sending it to other people . . tagged by ziyi mummy . people tagged by me . cheryl chia , ellyn , yongrong , ophila , sabrina , caijun , leonard & i cant think of anyone else . #1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be ? ; i would be upset ? #2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be ? ; dreams dont come true for me . .#3. What will your dream wedding to be like ? ; a rommantic one ? #4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you ? ;yupp #5. What's your ideal lover like ? ; someone who is kind & loves me wholeheartly ((: #6. What is more blessed ? Loving someone or being loved by someone ? ; being loved (: #7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? ; eternity ? #8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do ? ; i would wait for him . #9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days ? ; yup , lots of things #10. What's your interest ? ; i dontknow #11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time ? ; grownup ? #12. Who are currently the most important people to you ? ; cliques & ganns #13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is ? ; a super good mummy ! :D #14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor? ; not sure #15. What's the first thing you do every morning ? ; Open My Eyes . #16. What's the thing you do before you sleep ? ; think of everything i've done on dhat day . #17. Would you give all in a relationship ? ; Yes , i guess . #18. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick ? ; idk #19. What type of friends do you like ? ; true friends #20. What type of friends you dont like ? ; hongsters , bitches , bastard , fuckers hello people ! im back frm texas camp ! (: >FRIDAY after school had girlguides training as usual , mdm tan brought us to IMAC rm to learn our dance item , LOL . seniors thought us th dance steps for th song niu zai heng mang . LOL . we practise & did rehersal till lik 10 plus , washed up , & lights out at 11 . HAHHA . was supposed to slp bud i cant , 3 fans blowing at me so cold lahhhs ! >< i woke up at lot of times -.-' i slp wif amanda , joanne , wanting , qiuyi & rachel ((: SATURDAY woke up at 6am . HAHHHAH . my phn ring i jiu wake up . LOL when i sat up qiuyi woke up too , we went to toilet togther & go ready . went back , everybody woke up . packed things & we all went to parade square do PT . wanling thr too . hahhas . after PT we ate breakfast dhen off we went to start work . all UGS came to skl , saw selica ellyn yanqi tenghan & i forgt hu . dhen we rehersed our dance again , LOL its boring so th seniors change th dance . practised & practised . dhen gt alumini come , they gt dance item too , 2 seniors i nvr see before wif jacqueline rebecca & venus senior . their dance super nice lah dey ! dhen 6 plus , guest started arriving , we all gt ready . th gate way super nice lah . after everybody arriive , 7.30 started th campfire . its super high ! th sound system very gd . we sang songs after dhat serangoon perform , doomsquad perform . they rock ! after dhat is our turn , i very nervous , LOL dhen alumini perform , lastly is another senior perform . went everything ended , we & doomsters all dance thr . it was fun ! th music darm loud lik in disco , LOL . lastly , we cleared everything thing . we made a very gd choice to do th campfire at quardrangle instead of hall . after all it didnt rain ((: mdm tan & ms toh bought us cake celebrate , thankyou ! :D we sang happy youth day to ourself . help out awhile more & daddy called say he reached skl , so off i went . home sweet home . HAHHHAH . ILOVETEXASCAMPFIRE ! &&& ALL GIRLGUIDES FRM HS ! ((: Labels: im tired July 1, 2008 so much things happen this days . HAIX . cheerup guys , look at th brighter side , everything will be fine (: 1204008' boy , thanks for everything , though everything over . i will keep those happy memories deep in my heart . i guess i've got over you & i will move on with my own life . GOODBYE & TAKECARE .
In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away.